Lately when I have been hanging out with my boyfriend there has been one thing on my mind. When we're together and he has his arms around me, I just can't help but think how good it feels, and how I feel like there's no other place I really belong. I feel so safe and comforatble there and I just wish he wouldn't let go. I haven't been this happy in a long time, and it scares me that it might end one day. Sometimes I think he might get tired of me and I panic. I feel like there could possibly be a future for us to land ourselves in and I hope he feels it too.

*~{Angie}~*

I'm in my new room here at school. It's in an apartment and is actually really cozy. I'd like my first off-campus living space to be like this. My room feels very comfortable and I like all the people I'm living with. I'm a little anxious like I always am on the first night, but I'm looking forward to this year.

I was worried I'd have nothing to do tomorrow, but I thought about some stuff and realized I can go pick out some books at the library. I need some reading material since I didn't bring anything with me. I also feel like I should have brought a gaming system, but I think I might get enough of that at Matt's house.

I love my new room, and I can see myself spending quite a bit of time in it. Just need to set up a few more things and I'll be set!

*~{Angie}~*

Summer is about 5 days from being over, and I move in to my new apartment in 3 days. I'm kinda looking forward to school starting, but I also had so much fun this summer and don't look forward to it ending. I'm going to miss spending so much time with my boy. I will get to see him every weekday though, if only for an hour or so.

I had way more fun this summer than I initially planned to have. I spent about half the summer with my boy. I went on three jetski rides, went off a high dive, down water park slides, mini golfing, and did plenty of shopping. It was so much fun =).

Now I have a decently full schedule of classes, and a boyfriend set on being alone to get his homework done on time. The school year won't be as much fun as summer was and that was definitely not what I was anticipating when last semester ended.

*~{Angie}~*

I had an absolutely wonderful time at the Lake of the Ozarks with Matt and his family and friends. I watched fireworks in the middle of their cove in the middle of a thunderstorm which while not that smart was tons of fun. Also went off a high dive for the first time in my life. Well a dive at all really. His step-dad caught a cat fish bigger than my cats. I went shopping with his mom at the outlet mall and got some things that I'd been meaning to get for a while. I honestly didn't want the trip to end and am missing him terribly now cause I may not see him for a week and a half. That's a long time when you have as little to do as I do.

Consequently, I'm very tired right now and kind of tearful. I always get that way after coming home from seeing him and knowing I won't get to again for a bit. It had been getting better, but I just spent way more time with him than usual. I miss him so much right now, but I'm kind of afraid to say how much or that I've been crying, so I'm getting it out now before I call him. Hopefully I can see him Friday and over the weekend, but if not there's another lake trip not this, but next Wednesday so I'll probably see him that Tuesday.

*~{Angie}~*

It's been almost a week since I last wrotehings are going pretty well. I'm not nearly as weepy as I was a week ago, and I've been keeping busy.

Matt coming was not nearly as much of disaster as it could have been. Dog liked him and he liked thigns here, except the dog being loud, but I don't blame him. The dog is already on my nerves. The past couple nights it stormed so I'd wake up to him crying outside my door wanting to be let in so he could take up bed space. Hopefully I'll have my bed to myself tonight.

Driving wasn't bad, but I was really jittery afterwards and panicked and made my next appointment a week later instead of a couple days. Whoops. Oh well. I can make next week's on Tuesday and Thursday.

I anticipate a lot of reading will get done this summer. I just hope I'll have enough books to satisfy my appetite. Maybe I can borrow some from others or delve into my father's sci-fi collection.

I also applied for a job. I hope I end up getting it cause I really honestly need to work. For the money and so I don't go crazy being bored.

*~{Angie}~*